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A friend of mine, David, who recently went to San Francisco, returned from his trip and was telling me about it. Prior to his departure, he and I talked briefly about cameras. He was going to purchase a new one and wanted something that the could carry easily and that wasn’t too complicated. I don’t remember which one he chose. After he returned, he asked for me to review some of the pictures that he took and asked if I thought that it was a quality camera, or at least if it produced quality photographs. It did.

After we talked for a while, he said that he spent so much time photographing everything that he felt that he sometimes ‘missed out on the fun’. This was an interesting thought. It was also a feeling that I used to have, periodically.
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This past season, while shooting Tony’s basketball games, I would shoot all 4 quarters and at the end of the game, I could only tell you some of the highlights; however, I couldn’t really tell a cohesive story. I had lots and lots of good pictures, but was missing the whole story. After a while, I started shooting only 1st and 3rd quarter and 2nd and 4th, I would simply enjoy the game, camera in bag. I still got a lot of great photos, but I enjoyed the game, too. The reason that I watched 2nd and 4th was that these are typically the best quarters to watch because each team is trying to be in the lead at halftime and at the end of the game. These are probably the best quarters to photograph, too, but I wasn’t getting paid for it AND my son was playing, so the camera would have to wait.!
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When we go out of town on our mini-vacations, and one could also say ‘many’ vacations, I usually only shoot in the mornings and rarely in the evenings; the rest of the day I’m hanging out with my family. So, the times that I shoot, everyone else is asleep. It’s my time and I enjoy it to the fullest. It’s rare that I shoot during the time that there are a lot of activities going on. I do like to shoot pictures of people, but these are generally done on my own time, when the rest of the family is off doing their own thing. I think that it’s called balance.

This past weekend, while at the waterfall, I took a few breaks between shooting to go and play in the water. It was much easier when my only photographic interest was shooting landscapes, but now when I include people in the mix, that extends the number of hours that I’m willing to shoot. Add to that that I’m thinking in terms of black & white, too, and I could shoot all day; however, sometimes, you just have to put the camera down.

Any similar experiences? How do you balance your photography.

 

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Hooker Falls – Thinking about it…
On another post, Intern said:

back to … I want to learn photography .. or give it up.. My interest has really declined.

I know that from time to time an interest will wane. I used to bowl a lot. For years, I bowled so much, I mean, 100 games per week plus 5 leagues. During that time, I took a hiatus from photography. In all honesty, I can’t believe how much time I took off. Sure, I still took the requisite family photos when we went on vacation, but other than that, my cameras remained dormant for many years. I guess that I could only support one obsession at a time. Add to that a new wife and 2 kids and, well, I was very busy. One of my friends remarked about the end of my bowling career. He said it was like the scene from Forest Gump where he took off running and ran across the entire country, everyone was supporting him, etc. and then one day decided that he was tired of running and that was it! It happened to me with bowling that way. I just quit. I guess that I had a certain number of turns in my mind/body, and when I hit that number, the interest died.
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Point of no return

Shortly after I dropped my bowling obsession, I picked up the camera again and started having some fun. I returned back to my 35 mm film cameras, purchased a view camera, played with that for a while, then purchased my first digital camera having a whopping 3 megapixels, that was back in 2003, I believe. It’s done nothing but escalate since then. It has turned back into a full fledged, all absorbing hobby! I take my camera nearly everywhere. I’m getting better though, notice that I said ‘nearly’. So, after a long hiatus, it’s been four strong years and slows no signs of slowing. :-)
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Success!

Regarding Intern’s statement: Getting past all of the technical details, such as how to use shutter priority, or manual, for example, allows you to be more creative with your camera. Using these modes will not make you more creative, but it will give you some idea of what you can do with them. When you get an idea, you’ll know, technically what to do. The camera will not be an obstacle. Also, you might try varying your subjects, location, time of day, whatever just to keep things fresh. If you don’t feel like shooting, don’t. Perhaps you could sit quietly and just observe with or without the camera. I like to sit an watch sometimes.
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Vera & Isaura – At play

Personally, until March, I shot almost exclusively landscapes, now it’s almost exclusively people, but in reality, it’s whatever catches my eye. I have no constraints anymore. The camera has become a tool to record my life, or at least my version of it. I’ve been doing it so long that the technical aspect is second nature and I don’t even give it a thought, but it is a passion, so it’s no big deal to shoot nearly every day. My camera travels with me to and from work. There’s always something of interest because I’m interested in most things, I guess.

To help our friend out, how do you keep it fresh? Does your desire to shoot ever wane? How long did it take you to get over the technical details? Any advice?

Regarding the above pictures. This is not recommended practice! Several people die every year on these seemingly low (20 ft) waterfalls. This gentleman was fortunate in his dives. He took the plunge 3 times. I took these pictures yesterday on our day trip to Hooker Falls, which is located in Dupont State Forest in Cedar Mountain, NC, about 120 miles west of Charlotte. I plan to return in October with my friends from the Jekyll Island Workshop to catch some fall colors.

 

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Isaura – At peace
My wife’s sister, Isaura, is here visiting from Oakland, CA. While she is here, I’m taking the opportunity to photograph them interacting with each other. It’s very nice to sit, watch, and photograph. They are very caring for each other and really like to spend time in each other’s company and feel each other’s touch. I know that feeling because I’m like that too. I’m a really touchy-feely kind of guy.
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Vera – At peace
So, not much to write about today, I just thought that I’d share a few of the pictures from today and one not from today, but which happens to be my favorite picture of my wife.
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Sisters
I just love candid portraits, because they capture the person. Isaura gave me a great compliment: She said that she loved the picture because I have captured her soul. Thanks, Isaura!

 

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How much of art can be taught? Can any of it?

Thinking back of the 27 years, or so, that I’ve wielded a camera, I have taken 3 courses having to do with photography. I have read a number of books, all of which start to look exactly the same after a short while. I’ve also read a number of good essays, among my favorites: Letting go of the Camera (Brooks Jenson), On being a photographer (Bill Jay), Art & Fear (Ted Orland).

Regarding the courses, it all started with NYIP, the New York Institute of Photography home study course. Back in the day, before the Internet or digital cameras (yes kids, there was such a time!), I would have to do my assignment, develop and print the assignment, mail it off to New York, then wait to get my critique and rating sheet back via snail mail. It was a fun time full of anticipation. The instructors were very helpful and always kind. My photography grew by leaps and bounds. It was during this time that I was conquering the technical aspect of photography and learning the aesthetics. The NYIP also helped with aesthetics by providing compositional guidelines, etc. It was very valuable. That was circa 1982. I don’t know how long it took me to finish the course, but it took several months, each one of them joyous.
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Fast forward ahead to 2006, some 24 years later. In September of 2006, I took my first workshop: Light, Place, and the Grand Landscape. The workshop consisted of a mix of individuals, some were fairly new to photography, some not so new. Technically, I would say that I was advanced. Aesthetically, I would say that I already had my own style. So, regarding photography, I got very little out of it in the way of learning. I did, however, get to go to a nice place, meet nice people, and find an instructor whom I really liked, Craig Tanner. Now, some of those same people are coming to North Carolina for a reunion of sorts. We’ll be photographing the fall color on the Blue Ridge Parkway in October.

The next workshop didn’t take me nearly so long to attend. I attended The Next Step Workshop, again with Craig, in March of 2007. It’s hard to believe that it’s been 5 months already. In this workshop I learned nothing about the technical aspect, but red-lined in the spiritual department and in pushing my limits and letting go. This workshop was tough, in a way, because it caused you to think outside of the box, let go of control, and just ‘be’ while photographing. I can say that this was a life altering workshop. I was already headed down this path, but this workshop came at the right time, as all things do.

So, those are the only bits of training that I’ve had through the years. I wonder, does school training, such as earning a Fine Arts degree, offer any advantages? Can an art curriculum, which seems to teach you the ‘right’ way to do art, be valuable since art is such an intensely personal thing? Given that most university degrees are about 2 years of ‘well roundedness (get the money!)’ and 2 years of study on your major, can 2 solid years of art appreciation, art theory, etc. be worthwhile for the artist? I imagine that it can, but I don’t imagine that it makes him/her a better artist. Studying basketball won’t make you a better player, playing it will.

As Paul Butzi said: Art is a verb. I’m inclined to agree. It’s not something that you sit and listen to some guy drone on about, it’s something that you do! Sure, there are useful things that a university, or school environment, can teach, such as how to run a business, but I doubt that art is one of them.

In the end I think that Art is one of those undefinable things. You can recognize it, enjoy it, and love it, but you cannot define it. As no one has been able to define it, I doubt that anyone can teach it. You just have to do it. You need to be as a child: non analytical, fully in the moment, and just full of joy.

 

The other morning as I was driving Tony to his basketball practice we saw a billboard enticing us to play the North Carolina Education Lottery whose current jackpot is $181,000,000. Tony pointed it out and said that I should play it every week so that we would have a chance to win.

Yesterday, when I came home, I walked through the garage, as I normally do, and noticed all of the clutter. There are a number of unused items cluttering the floor. As a matter of fact, we have so much ‘stuff’ that we cannot even get the other car in the garage. I park outside. Mind you, it’s not nearly as bad as some garages that I’ve seen where you can barely walk through, but it’s bad enough. :-) Through some serious organizing, shelving, etc. I might be able to get another car in there, but that’s not the point.

We have two freezers. One in the kitchen, that’s part of the refrigerator, and one in the garage. Why? Do we really need two? Why isn’t one freezer enough? I have 4 cameras. 2 digital. 2 film. Why? Can I possibly have use for all 4? I have a number of magazines that I don’t read. Why do I get them? I have one computer and 4 monitors, three of which I need to sell, two tripods, etc. Everything but a partridge in a pear tree! Why has the average home size increased from about 934 sf (1950) to over 2349 sf (2004) and yet the average family size has declined.

I am amazed at the number of houses that I see throughout the year that have PODS in the yard. PODS are Portable On Demand Storage. Basically, it’s a storage bin where you keep stuff when you’ve run out of space in your house! Why not get rid of the ‘stuff’? Why are we so attached?

Periodically, I go through a contraction phase where I start dumping all of the stuff that I haven’t used for months and see no immediate need for. This morning I called the Salvation Army and donated some clothes, furniture, bicycles, etc. I’d rather donate these items than sell. Mind you not for the tax break, but because it helps someone else out. I’m just passing along what I no longer have use for. When you stop to look at it, even though you bought something, it’s never yours permanently, so why get attached to it?

So, what would I do with all of that money. Honestly, I don’t know. All I do know is that I don’t desire it. More possessions lead to more anxiety. Enough doesn’t seem to be enough. A financial planner once told me that, on average, no matter what the size of the winnings, most lottery winners are broke within 5 years and in more debt than they can ever repay! That’s frightening!

Many think that their worries and troubles would be over. I think the opposite. What would my worries be if I had 181 million dollars? Would I worry about my children being kidnapped? Would I have to move to a large house with a big fence, security dogs, security guards, etc, just to feel safe? How has this helped me? No thank you! Would I have to fend of the countless charities and swindlers vying for the money? I could think of a good many things to do. If I could win it in secret, that would be better. :-) I understand why Dave Chappell was able to turn down $50,000,000. He said that he didn’t want to screw up his life, which is why he lives on a farm in Ohio, rather than living in Hollywood.

Mind you, I am not espousing taking an oath of poverty, but I am saying that for me, I want to have just enough. Right now, I have too much. A room full of treasure cannot be protected forever, it attracts thieves. It creates anxiety to its owner.

I think that this is why I am attracted to very simple photography, especially the type with huge amounts of negative space. Very simple.

 

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From dictionary.com:

a high or inordinate opinion of one’s own dignity, importance, merit, or superiority, whether as cherished in the mind or as displayed in bearing, conduct, etc.

Currently, on my daily journey I use three books to help guide my course through the day. There is nothing special about these books, except that they mirror what I believe at this point in my life:

The first two books are centered around the Tao, or “The way”. The third, having to do with questioning your stressful thoughts and challenging them, or checking them for veracity. As I said, nothing special about the books, they are merely references or guideposts in my journey. As part of my early morning ritual, I sit near the window, read a passage or two of the Tao, and watch the birds feed. For about 20 or 30 minutes, I sit in silence and just reflect on what I have just read. This morning’s passage (paraphrased):

Heaven and Earth last for ever
The reason Heaven and Earth can last forever
They do not exist for themselves
Therefore, they can last forever

Therefore the sages
Place themselves at the back, but end up in front
They are not concerned with their own well being, yet survive
Is this not because of their selflessness?
That is how they reach their own goals.

The Tao is filled with beautiful paradoxical sayings like these that cause me to think and make connections that I would otherwise not make, perhaps. So, after reading, I watched the birds and began to think about pride and its usefulness. The more that I read the Tao and take time to contemplate, the less pride I have. I feel it ebbing slowly. I don’t think that this means that I don’t care about myself, but it does mean that I don’t wish/need to be recognized for my efforts, I suppose. It’s new. I’m trying to get a handle on it. Humility feels more comfortable.
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At the feeder, some of the birds come, take what they want, depart for a bit, then return. Other birds hang around until they get their fill. None judging the other about having prettier, more colorful feathers than the others, or being prideful and showing those feathers just to impress each other, except when trying to attract a mate. We, as humans, anthropomorphize them, giving them human traits like “Proud as an Eagle”. As far as I know, eagles have no pride and just exist doing what eagles do. Selfless.

So, what about functional pride? I just made that up. :-) As this teaching idea is rolling around in my head, I think of what I call ‘functional pride’, or advertising to attract clients. Nothing wrong with advertising. It’s the way business is done, but, I don’t have any ‘credentials’ to place upon my placard. I don’t compete, neither do I sell much. I photograph because I love to experience the world and share. To teach, in my opinion, is the highest plateau of my learning.

So, how could I compete with those who have a long list of impressive accomplishments? I have no impressive list to show and am quite content with that. I love what I see, love to capture those moments, and only seek to share, not compete.

I’m sure that there is a niche out there for me somewhere and that I will find it when the time is right. It took me a long time to take my first workshop, nearly 25 years after I first picked up a camera. Perhaps all of this time, I had been waiting to cross paths with Craig Tanner, whose style, energy, and belief system seemed to align nearly perfectly with mine. He was the teacher that I needed at the time.

Perhaps there are some who are waiting to cross my path and I, theirs. In the mean time, I’ll just keep enjoying what I do and keeping pride at bay.

 

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Nice hat!: Nope. That’s not me or my car!

Before I met my wife, I hardly traveled at all. Since marrying her, I’ve been on a non stop traveling adventure. We don’t usually venture too far, just a few hours from home by car. Anything over 8 hours, we take a jet! We seem to always be going somewhere, and that somewhere usually involves a beach! :-) She loves to go and I love to take her.

This summer has been a rather atypical summer for us in that we haven’t been to Seabrook Island, SC since early June. Highly unusual indeed! On August 26th we head for sunny California and will stay in Carmel By The Sea for a week. It should be interesting and fun. We are traveling with our good friends, Richard and Tamami Polk. You know Richard, AKA “The Student”. :-)

Anyway, since she’s gotten all of the traveling stuff in my veins, now I want to travel. Since I have all of the gear that I think that I’ll need for a while, it’s time to allocate a little budget to independent travel. I was surfing Travelocity and looking for Last Minute Deals. They have some fantastic ones to places that I’ve never been and places that I’ve wanted to go. For example, this coming weekend, I can get a flight + hotel for 3 nights in Tucson, AZ. Yeah, I know that it’s pretty danged hot, but “It’s a dry heat!” :-)
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California memories
What I really want to do, however, is visit some of you folks. I saw some great deals for all over the place, including Michigan, Ohio, Florida, etc. I’m thinking that about 4 times/year, I’ll venture out on my own for a weekend of fun with people whom I’ve never met in person. It sounds like fun to me! No, I am not independently wealthy, but I figure that I can sacrifice a lens or two in exchange for meeting some of you fine people and forging some new friendships!

What do you say?! I could be coming to your town. ;-) MJ, I’m already headed your way. Who’s next?! This weekend, I might drive to Great Smokey Mountains National Park. Anybody else?

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