My favorite place in the house is in the corner of a couch that sits near a window. I usually keep this window open to let in the sights, sounds, and smells from the outside. I find particular joy in listening to the various ‘voices’ being emitted from the trees. I can rarely see the creator of the sound, but it is enjoyable nonetheless. It’s such a peaceful place to sit and read and feel the caress of the breeze flow across my forearm and my right cheek.

The other day I sat watching a male cardinal hop around on the feeder looking for any uneaten sunflower seeds. Unfortunately, there were but a few left thanks to the squirrels who have figured a way around the squirrel baffle. It didn’t baffle them for long! :-)

This cardinal, who is a regular visitor, hopped from side to side looking for a few seeds. Every time that I have heard a cardinal’s song, it is been the single ‘peep’, but on this day I was in for a surprise. Suddenly, he stopped, sang a tune that I was very familiar with, but had never associated with a cardinal. I was, to say the least, delighted. Within a minute or two, his mate showed up. She perched along the top bar of the feeder, looked down at him, and waited. Each time that he found a sunflower seed, he cracked it, took the kernel, flew up to the bar, placed it into her beak, then returned to the feeder. After about 4 or 5 times, she came down and perched on the edge so that he could walk over and feed her. Finally, when the seeds were exhausted, he flew down to the ground in search of more and continued his feeding ritual.

I considered running into my office, getting the 200-500mm, putting on the camera and the tripod, but then decided that it was as much fun, if not more, to just admire the handsome couple. They visit every day about dusk. They’re usually the first ones to the feeders and the last ones as well. It’s always a pleasure to see them.

Now, I just happened to have my camera available when I was in Myrtle Beach, SC and happened to see this red-winged blackbird perched on small branch singing away. He stayed there for all of about 15 seconds. As a matter of fact, this was my first and currently, only, red-winged blackbird picture. I took it with my 90mm macro. I had to crop it a bit to get this picture.

I think that I’ll pull the ‘big gun’ out and head to the garden and see if I can get some bird shots. It’s been a long time since I’ve used that lens.

 


Certainly, as I found out, Art Therapy is nothing new. The healing power of art, or perhaps working with art, is well known. There are even degrees in Art Therapy that one can earn and associations that one can join.

After doing the SoFoBoMo book, I’ve gone back and looked at it several times and have wondered if that book represents how I truly feel inside, or does it represent how I want to feel inside? Perhaps it is a combination. Is my creativity an outlet seeking a more peaceful inner life? In my case, I think so.

Everyone, it seems, grew up with childhood issues and those issues, left unresolved, sometimes crop up in our adult lives. Having gone through a bit of a rough patch lately, that got me to thinking about the theme of another book. I’m not sure of what the title would be, perhaps “Growing towards bluer skies”, but its theme would be intensely personal and it would be entirely metaphorical.

Say, for example, you were going through a very rough time in your life, you could use your photography to document the progress metaphorically. Let’s say that there are a number of issues plaguing you at the same time and it feels like the world is closing in, this could be represented by water crashing down upon a rock, or perhaps by a storm cloud, sandstorm, or perhaps a scratch or scar on the side of a red building … whatever. Later, as things started to clear, that could be represented by another image, perhaps clearing skies. I’m sure that it has been done before, but I’ve never done it. I do think that it would be healing as well. It would, at least, get your mind off of the problem and into the creativity zone. That is, assuming that you could elevate yourself to do it.

Naturally, I’d have to have text with it to explain, or perhaps, imply what was going on at that moment. It probably wouldn’t have much commercial application, but then again, not all art needs to be commercially viable … it just needs to be done.

Anyway, food for thought. Has anyone done anything like this?

 


Back in October of last year, my friends and I went on a trip to Asheville, NC to photograph the autumn leaves. As a possible money saving maneuver, Brett and I decided to share a room. Well, we didn’t make it one night. It wasn’t because we didn’t get along, because we do. It was because of my melodious snoring. :-)

My wife had mentioned it before, but I usually just got up, went into the other room and continued my snore-fest. At the beginning of the year, I made an with a doctor to do a sleep study. Usually, I’m not sleepy during the day, but I do like to go to bed early. A couple of weeks ago, I had the sleep study, yesterday I got the results.

But, before those results … If you’ve never had a sleep study, it is not conducive to good sleeping. The room is nice. It was actually a hotel room with nice king size bed, television, drinks, and snacks. The major differences from sleeping in hotel were that:

1) There was a camera pointing at the bed.
2) There is an intercom on the opposite wall.
3) You have wires hooked up all over your body: Legs, chest, corners of eyes, scalp, and finger.
4) You have to sleep on your back all night.

Well, I don’t like to sleep on my back, so I wouldn’t say that it was exactly restful!
The results
While sleeping on my back I wake up an average of 40 times/hour because of full or partial sleep apnea, that is, I stop breathing because the base of my tongue relaxes and slides right into my throat! Nice! Also, as Brett can attest to, they noted that my snoring was “Extremely loud, rating an 8 on a scale of 1 – 10″. I’m not sure what the exact decibel level was, but the doctor said that it was certainly a bit higher than 70 db. Here’s a chart for comparison. She said that almost no one gets a 10 because the steps between 9 and 10 are pretty high, but that “I didn’t do bad!”.

The machine
So, I’ve been fitted for a CPAP (Continuous Positive Air Pressure) machine. My wife loves it! She said it makes a sound like it’s raining outside. She, of course, was hooked on it from day one. I, on the other hand, have been using it for 5 days and haven’t quite gotten used to it, but I’m getting there.
It’s kind of hard to get used to sleeping with a mask over your nose, straps around your head, and a six foot hose trailing of of your face! I need to get a picture!

According to their testing, I didn’t have any more apneas after they tried the machine. I was also able to move into deep sleep for a couple of hours. Before the use of the machine, I was only able to achieve REM (Rapid Eye Movement) sleep. The doctor, who is a sleep specialist, says that they don’t even know if deep sleep is important because some people cannot get into that state but they think that it has to do with memory functions.

Lack of sleep causes death in rats
She also told of an experiment with rats where they kept rats awake, not allowing them to sleep at all, and all of the rats died within 1 week from sleep deprivation. I said that that was ‘torture’. She said, well, I don’t think so, it’s just that they were raised to be experimented with and how else are we going to find out? Dang! That’s cold!

I don’t know if it will make a big difference, but it has eliminated my snoring. In a couple of weeks, Richard and I will be headed to Utah. He has a machine too. We’re both taking them and we are staying in the same room. It’s a good thing that we have the machines or else we’d have to get separate rooms and we’d have some pretty sleepy neighbors! :-)

 


I’ve watched, with a certain amount of admiration, my older son, Pedro, play soccer. His skill is obvious when you see him play. As he comes down the field with the ball, he can sometimes effortlessly evade an attacker or two in his route to shoot on goal.

I’ve also watched Tony, my younger son, occasionally make mincemeat out of an unwary defense with subtle moves, quick acceleration, and sometimes raw power in his quest to score a goal.

Fortunately, I also know the other side. The practice side. I remember that Pedro used to practice in the backyard, which was certainly a lot smaller than any soccer field. He’d be out there for quite a while just dribbling the ball (with his feet) and trying new moves, imaginary game situations, etc.

Tony, on the other hand likes to regale me with samples of the new move that he’s working on. He can become quite animated. He’s always on the look out for something new and different. A way to express his passion for basketball. Even if he’s just walking through the house, he’s never just walking through the house. It’s always and imaginary ‘glide’ to the basket complete with some cool, imaginary moves that gets him through the defense.

So, what does all of this have to do with photography? Quite a bit, actually. I do my best, whether I feel like it or not, to go outside and do a bit of daily practice, even it it results of super-clichéd, seen-a-million-times photography. The daily practice, I’ve found, helps to clear roadblocks.

I’m reading a book right now about writing. The name of the book is : Writing Down the Bones. Freeing the Writer Within. The author is Natalie Goldberg.

The main theme of the book is about writing. Writing daily. Writing a lot. Writing for 10, 20, 30 minutes per day even if all that you are writing is: “I don’t know what to write. I don’t know what to write.”. Here, the object is to just keep doing it and eventually the logjam will give way. At least, this is the first step. You have to start writing in order to be a writer. She makes it a goal to fill one spiral notebook per month. It doesn’t matter the content. It just must be filled. You cannot just sit around and muse about writing. You have to get out and do it. As Paul Butzi said, Art is a verb! It’s something that you do!!! I prefer to do it every day.

Mind you, this everyday practice is more suitable to some types of photography than others, as well as some types of equipment. If you area large group photographer using a view camera, well, you might just want to practice with your lighting setups. :-) However, for me, I have no specific label as to what I really like, photographically speaking, so trips to the backyard in the morning hours, before I begin work, are just fine and dandy by me! I find that the more trips that I make to the backyard, the more that I see. Most of what I get is basically worthless, from an image standpoint, but clearing away all of the chaff from the grain helps to get to the wholesome goodness. :-)

So, how often do you practice?

 

Well, all of the book stuff is done and I’m finally coming out of the fog, or so I thought. :-) Yesterday, I tried to upload my SoFoBoMo project to the official website. It seemed easy enough. All I had to do was enter some pertinent information, upload an icon that had to be no larger than 150 pixels on a side and less than 40 KB in size, and presto-chango, it would appear after the moderator approved it.

So, why did it take me 45 minutes of frustration and then finally giving up and throwing my hands in the air? Well, you see, ummm, actually, well, I couldn’t get the image small enough, in KB, to upload. I made it 150 px, no problem, but no matter how what quality level I tried to save it with, it was still over 40 KB. I even saved it with a quality of 0 (zero), which made the image look like total &#$%!!! So, I bailed on it and decided to try it again this morning.

Last night, as I was about to drift off to sleep, my subconscious mind, as it usually does, came up with the solution. There was a faint whispering saying: Dude! Remember “Save For Web…”? Talk about your Aha! moments!!! I hadn’t used Save For Web in more than a year because it strips out so much information, including embedded copyright information. Also, the colors seem a bit duller, etc. So, I never use it.

So, when I got up this morning, I made a beeline for the computer, created an icon, did a Save For Web and what do you know, well under 40KB and it doesn’t look like &#$%! Score: Conscious – 0, Subconscious – 1.

If you get a chance and want to have some well spent time, mosey on over there and have a look. So far, there are about 10 projects posted so far. Good stuff!

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