
Hurry! There and back!
Has it really been six months that I’ve been in Charleston? 26 weeks?!!! It’s been quite an experience, but the most overwhelming experience of it all has been the sense of tiredness. There’s never a place to rest.
There’s a constant shifting of one place to the other. By the time that I get used to being in Charleston, it’s time to go back to Charlotte. When I spend 3 nights in Charlotte (Friday, Saturday, Sunday), I almost get used to being at home, then it’s time to go again. No rest.
Today we had an all-hands meeting of our team. There are about 15 of us, divided into 3 teams. When I first got here in Charleston, I was an individual contributor. Just another worker bee. I liked it. Some 2 months after I had been here, I was chosen, nominated, and elected as technical team leader for my team, which now consists of 5 people, myself included. I’ve become quite fond of my team. As I sat at the table this afternoon, I looked at the faces of those that I have come to know over the last 6 months and, suddenly, a great tiredness overcame me. I thought that eventually I’d have to part ways with these people that I’ve come to like very much and return home. Another separation.
I think that working out of town is similar to constantly pulling on a rubber band. Initially, when the rubber band is new, it is very elastic and bounces back quickly. Gradually, as you continue to stretch it to its limit over and over again, it starts to loose some of its elasticity and it takes a bit longer to regain its former shape. Many are the times when I feel like staying here in Charleston, just so I won’t have to feel that Friday evening ‘stretch’ and then again on Sunday/Monday, but I know that I would miss my family terribly if I couldn’t see them for 2 weeks. For whatever reason, this has been a particularly difficult week. Some are better than others. Kudos to those of you who have survived this for much longer periods than 6 months.
I’m still surviving, to be sure, and it’s nice to have a place to write down my feelings about this as well as to share a few pictures, too. I know that I’ll rebound, but this week, as I said, has been difficult and I’m exhausted, so it’s kind of difficult to come up with interesting topics to post.
Note: About the picture. Yes, I took it while I was driving. It was about 5:00 AM. I had my camera on the seat, 50mm 1.8 mounted, and I let the auto focus do its thing. I took about 10 shots and one of the came out in focus. This is a very familiar sight. I lock the cruise control on 80 MPH and pretty much keep it there for the whole journey.
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