Thanks for the memories

“Life must be lived forward, but can only be understood backward.” – Soren Kierkegaard

There were a couple of posts that I found interesting. The first was this post by Thomas, entitled: Life needs to get simpler. In it, he talks about revamping his blog and, basically, casting aside all of his previous content and starting anew, or as he stated, tabula rasa, which means blank slate. I had to look that up! :-) Anyway, it was a bold move on his part and, I’m sure, somewhat liberating.

The second post, along those same lines, was when Paul Butzi was musing about what to do with his old, static website content. In his post he talked about feeling no obligation to keep old, outdated stuff alive or maintained.

I’ve thought about this many times, too. As I approach completing the 4 year mark on my blog, there is lots of old content hanging around. Sometimes I think of just purging the database of everything older than say, one year, as no one probably even looks at it.

I will, on occasion, look back at it, read, and think about the things that I’ve said and what my thought processes were at that time. Sometimes I’m amazed at how I thought, other times amused, yet other times, flabbergasted. So, in that respect, it is useful to see, if for no other reason than to understand that there is constant change in life and all things pass. I think that’s why I like the plug-in that finds similar posts. I’ve changed it to only look at the past 12 months though, finding that older posts just don’t seem relevant anymore.

The photo that accompanies this text reminded me of that. I photographed it on Tuesday developed it Wednesday night. I pass this, now defunct, Checkers once a week, on my way back from Charlotte. It has always caught by attention, but I didn’t know why. Finally, after months and months of noticing it, I finally when to photograph it – the reason still unclear.

I’m pretty sure that when the person opened it, they had high hopes and probably no thoughts that it would ever close, yet, here it is, closed and abandoned. The only thing remaining is the shell of the building, some empty tables, and a sign thanking anyone who is willing to look.

Things change constantly. Life must be lived forward …

 


Your Dark Side: Olympus 35 LC – Ilford Delta 3200

I really love the unexpected. This photograph was totally unexpected. Tom and I were walking through Greenwich Village on our way out, heading for the subway. It was Halloween evening, a time when we can pretty freely allow our shadows out to play. I spotted this person dressed as a nun and took a quick photo. It looked interesting. I didn’t realize that she was headed into a bar. Man, I thought that I couldn’t have designed it better myself. Now, taking a closer look at the picture, there’s an advertisement at the door advertising some type of drink and the slogan is: Your Dark Side.

The hero’s main feat is to overcome the monster of darkness: it is the long-hoped-for and expected triumph of consciousness over the unconscious. The coming of consciousness was probably the most tremendous experience of primeval times, for with it a world came into being whose existence no one had suspected before. “And God said, ‘Let there be light”‘ is the projection of that immemorial experience of the separation of consciousness from the unconscious. C.G. Jung

If you have read any works by Carl Jung you’ll know that he believed that we all posses a dark side, or shadow side. That side which we would like to disavow or perhaps deny that it exists. Read any mythology and you’ll see the heros struggle. Before becoming triumphant, they must always have a moment of doubt, a moment to face the monster within. Fascinating. Within each of us there is that side that we’d rather not talk about and certainly wouldn’t want to let out. I know, for certain, that I have those dark thoughts and the ‘side’, yet, I don’t fear it, as I understand that there has to be balance. Interestingly, within the shadow lurks our untested/unused good points as well. There’s some good reading about it here should you find it interesting.

Being in the Village was entertaining because there were so many people letting out their shadow sides and expressing themselves by the costumes that they selected, or perhaps in their wild and crazy behavior that they could indulge in while in The Village where it’s quite acceptable to ‘be yourself’.

I didn’t want to go to deep into this as I am certainly not qualified to do; however, it was fascinating to be in The Village and to experience this behavior that is rarely seen outside such an environment. All in all, I think that those who embrace some of their shadow are more well adjusted than those who continue to deny that it exists.

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Nov 172009
 


Tough times in Philly – Olympus 35 LC – Ilford Delta 3200
The other day I received a notice on the door of my apartment. It was an incentive to sign my lease early. It said that if I signed I could get a free carpet cleaning as well as a ceiling fan installed in any room that I wanted. Further, if I signed beyond the normal 6-month lease period, I would get a discount in my rent, $31/month discount for signing for 12 months, $51/month for signing for 15 months. Neither one of these savings are incentive enough for me to sign a longer lease, but I get the point.

In talking to the manager a few days later she said that they had to do this because other apartment communities are offering similar incentives AND, the big reason: Previously, they would decline about 10% of the applications that they received, due to bad credit. Now, with the flaky economy, people have gotten behind and let their credit go bad. They’ve started declining a full 2/3 of every application that they get! Therefore, it’s difficult to keep a high level of occupancy, so … incentives.

Housing markets are still really soft, too. One thing that worked to our advantage: We had an adjustable rate mortgage at 5 % that we got 5 years ago. Our adjustment periods starts this year and we were informed that our new rate for the next 12 months will be 3.5 %. It works for us, but it is a sign that things are not well. About a month ago, we bought Tony a car. The dealer made us an offer that was a bit below market value, especially for a car in such good shape. We bought it. When I asked the sales person why he sold it so low, he said that it is very hard to sell a car these days and he needs to sell to keep food on the table, thus a motivated seller and a buyer’s market.

Hopefully things are getting better! One interesting thing, like they say about weather: Bad weather makes great photographs. Certainly, bad times make, perhaps, memorable photographs.

Note: About the photo. I took this through the window of the train. The whole ride from Trenton, NJ to Philadelphia International Airport seemed depressing. The train goes through some very run down areas.

 


Today, I was in an ophthalmologist’s office. As I sat in the waiting room there was another office door that contained a business that I’d never heard of: Certified Esthetician. Hmmm? Esthetics, Esthetician. I made a note to look that up when I got home. I had a feeling that it was just a hyped of name for a cosmetology graduate and, basically, I found that I was right.

While I was waiting for the doctor in the examining room I saw several pamphlets all having to do with increasing one’s beauty: Botox injections to remove wrinkles and crows feet, micro dermabrasion to remove old skin, skin peels, RevitaLash to increase the size of one’s eyelashes, eyelid trimming, etc. The one thing that I noticed about all of the brochures was that they all featured white women in their mid to late 30′s.

It’s fascinating to watch television, look at magazines, and see billboards all advertising this ‘perfect’ look. Man! It must be hard to be a white woman. The pressure looks to be intense. If you buy into this stuff you have to be tall, thin (underweight), and wrinkle-free, regardless of age. There is no grace for growing older. No respect. I’ve seen plenty of older women, women in their 50′s who look very nice, although they don’t meet the magazine criteria. Even when an older woman is displayed on a magazine, she is airbrushed, nipped, tucked, and changed to look like something that’s unachievable.

I know of the United State’s influence across the world and remember seeing something about people in India, somewhere, protesting the American beauty ideals. Their point was that they’ve had their own cultural idea of beauty and that they weren’t interested in our ideals. Unfortunately, television and magazines are the greatest carriers of this ‘sickness’.

So, what’s it like in Europe or elsewhere? What do you think about the beauty ideal? Why are we so afraid of getting old?

 


Better Photo folks

The more that I hit the streets, the more that I feel the need to have business/contact cards. The photo above is yet another photo from my NYC excursion. I noticed this group of photographers sitting on the steps of the public library. Tom and I had paused for a bit to take in the sights when Tom noticed that they were taking our picture. What?! Someone’s taking my picture?!!! :-) Well, of course, I couldn’t let that sit. I had to go over and investigate. So, I got up, walked up, positioned myself in front of them and said: We’ll, since we’ve all got cameras, I might as well take your picture, too! Of course, they agreed.

We learned, after talking to them for a few minutes that they were instructors from Better Photo. That’s interesting. I had taken an online class with them; however, the instructor that I had was not in attendance. He was off doing some boring stuff like a trip to Antarctica! ;-)

Eventually, it came to the point of: “Hey! Do you have a business card so that we can stay in touch?”. My answer: Ummmm, no. Each time that this happens, I could kick myself! I have some cards that I ordered long ago, but they are of cheap stock and I don’t like them very much, so they stay in the drawer. I don’t know why I’ve not thrown them into the trash and ordered a new set, but I haven’t.

I think that I want a new set of cards that look simple and professional, just in case I do want to take some additional photography work. So, do you have any cards, if so, who often do you find yourself giving them out?

 


A tough season ahead
By ‘it’, I am referring to both my D300 and basketball season. The two go together like chocolate and peanut butter! I received the D300 on Tuesday. I must give credit where credit is due. Nikon did a fantastic job of repairing it and giving it a good cleaning. It looked new and, of course, performs flawlessly, as it did in it’s pre-broken days.

Last night was its first outing. Tony had his first basketball game of the season. This season, I feel, will be a tough one, but it will certainly be one of growth and learning, to be sure. The team is radically different. We lost 3 players from last year’s team. One was a senior and is now playing college ball. Two others left the school … the economy hits everywhere and private school isn’t cheap. All 3 were starters! This year’s team is slower, less athletic, and less experienced.

I think that we had a preview of what is to come. Any coach that is the least bit competent will notice that there are only a couple of people that they need worry about: 1) Tony, at point guard and 2) our shooting guard. That’s it. The others might hesitate or bobble the ball. Inexperience. So, that’s what happened last night. After the first quarter, they started pressuring us with a full court press, then they put two people on Tony and two on the the shooting guard, which left two others completely open; however, it effectively shut down our offense.

Tony was not pleased at the end of the game and thinks that the coach needs to put in some different plays to handle defenses better, given their weaknesses. Also, as we have no depth on the bench, players that can come in and substitute, or starters cannot play tight defense, lest they get into foul trouble. It will be an interesting season.

In the end, we lost 50-64. Tony had 12 points, 10 assists, and 6 turnovers, 3 of which his teammate dropped the pass, 2 from bad decisions, and 1 from a bad call by the referee, who later admitted that it was a bad call. :-) Oh well, to err is human!

Anyway, I had fun watching him, as always, and listening to the clickity-clack of the shutter. I was the lazy photographer last night. After having left Charleston at 3:45 PM and arriving at the school at 7:00 PM, I didn’t exactly feel like roaming around the court and taking the photos, so I just shot from the stands. It’s a small gym anyway!

 


Man: Excuse me, sir!
Me: Yes?
Man: What do you think about Halloween?
Me: I’m cool with it. It doesn’t bother me.
Man: Well, my brother, let me tell you why it should bother you because …
Me: (thinking) Oh brother, here we go!

Well, that’s how it started. Fortunately for me, I just decided to walk away because I wasn’t wanting to really hear what he had to say. On the ground lay a number of posters, some with pictures of President Obama. Click on image for a larger picture to see the types of things they were saying about it him. I guess that not everyone was happy with his election. I’m not really sure what their beef was; they just seemed to be angry about something, anything.

I stood by and watched an argument between a youngster, perhaps 14 years-old (on the right) and this man on the left. The young man wanted to know why the group was calling President Obama a devil. The man, in my opinion, never did come up with a good reason, he just spoke louder and louder thinking perhaps that volume made up for substance! The argument continued for some time with more and more people stopping to have a look. Meanwhile, I just kept moving around and snapping pictures. Soon, it got too crowded and I had to move away. Of course, the argument was never resolved, but I did get some interesting photography experience!

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